I Love that you made that vow to yourself!! I have experienced many of those nurses and it is an awful feeling when yo are a new nurse. I have always felt that you do most of your learning as a nurse when your feet hit the floor, and having the nurses there to support you and tell their stories and give advice on how things are actually done are so important.
I LOVE to preceptor students, I help them learn and they help me learn. I want it to be a positive experience for both of us.